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Jason Reeves | Nelly Joy | More In Love With You

After school I picked Brady up and we went running on a trail. I’ve been sick this whole weekend so when I run it’s kinda hard for me to breathe that good. So we ran and he took breaks so I didn’t completely die. Lol but at the end, we stopped running and I put my hands over my head to help open my lungs and he came up in front of me and put me on his back. I know he was tired. He was breathing so hard but he carried me the rest of the way. After that we sat by the water. We took pictures and played with these two absolutely adorable puppies. One was white and one was black :) then we sat on the pier not even really doing anything. Just relaxing and talking. We don’t have to be all over each other. We weren’t even holding hands or anything. And all of a sudden he said “I hate this”. At first I was like okay..? Then he said “if we could be together, we would be absolutely perfect.” it made me smile. We can just do the most random stuff but we have so many similar passions that everyday is just another beautiful adventure for us. I’m so glad he’s mine. In a few days it’ll be a year and six months. Feels like a lifetime

I’ve never experienced somethig so heartbreaking in my life. Going to battle with your family and getting defeated..that’s the worst feeling in the world. But they did absolutely amazing!a public school from caddo hadn’t made it to the semi finals since the early sixties and they made it my senior year.i could not be more proud of my babies.at the end of the day, we’re all still a family and that alone is enough to make a day great. Yellow jackets for life. Always deep within our hearts, the purple and the gold. -stingem!

I don’t hurt myself because I hate myself it’s because you’ve made me hate myself and everything about me. You knock me down and think I can get back up perfectly fine but that’s not really the case is it? I would like to think each knock down makes me stronger but it breaks me down more and more till the point where I don’t quite understand why I should live. I don’t do what I do as a cry for help it just makes me hurt a little less on the inside and makes me feel some anger and pain fade away but it’s a vicious cycle because every time you feel a bit better someone comes an makes you feel so much worse they don’t understand that your feelings are easily hurt and then you become more vulnerable than ever ,your lost. They won’t ever understand and as much as I would like to think I do I don’t quite either I just want to stop suffering I know it’s inevitable but it’s a bit ridiculous.

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